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Women... It's so sad the most beautiful and precious "creatures". Women were the "Pinnacle" of God's creation! ...and yes the icing on the cake too!
It is you that Nurtures "all creation". The "Bow" that binds it and keeps it all together. The "Gifts" that you possess are just "Perfect" for "you". The "fire" thats inside keeps that "spark" lit, and that spark keeps the fire in us All alive. The desire in the Heart of a beloved woman has great power to keep a man "on the straight and narrow and undistracted" -God made it so! Now, God forbid, you be someone's crutch, just a beautiful encouragement! The desire of men to quiet and quash women is so insidious to the destruction of all mankind. All the devils little tricks and schemes. As men, it is also our place to encourage, hold up and firmly stand alongside with the "weaker" but oh so valuable vessels. In His wisdom God gave us diverse "tastes". Women at their core are so beautiful inside and out! You are "Enough" just as God made you! The world "is" and can be a better place for it -We are "All" so Blessed!
(John 15:5 "abide in Him") ...He is our rock and our source.
Everything He created in succession just was better and better.
God says you are Awesome!
God says you are enough just as you are!
Always love! Be BLESSED! Henry
"Simply beauty"
A Thought...
One can be "somewhat" eloquent in speech -The challenge is to be so eloquent in living life!
Darkness and Light.
Psalm 19:2 ...Day utters speech, night reveals knowledge. Darkness and light. With a heavy and joyful heart, darkness and light. All I want for you is good, beauty and light. Sometimes the greatest beauty and light come through darkness and feelings of defeat.
Mark 4:8 "Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins." 1Cor 13 "...the most excellent way ...if I have the gift of Prophecy, fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, have faith to actually move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give the ultimate sacrifice and have not Love ...I am Nothing."
The Journey
Testimony.
This will be perhaps, a little unusual. I can very clearly identify the Spirit working with me since at least age 7 when I truly surrendered myself to Him, accepting Jesus's sacrifice for me. All in my head amongst, but unbeknownst to my family all around, as my father read and explained from a religious magazine, while we sat, on a blanket, on the green grass, in a hidden garden, surrounded by very tall hedges, up the street, on a very sunny morning -it's a very clear image. I had a lot of trouble in school that following year, experienced a whole range of emotions, the Spirit worked with me and lead me through it all as He built a foundation for me. He's had all sorts of ways to keep me from making too consequential mistakes. Probably why I can be a little brash at times -a little spoiled, I know He's watching over me. I do reign it in for the most part because He's taught me to care, in my heart, first, about other people. He does let me make just enough mistakes to teach me humility and a lot of lessons. So I pretty much grew up in "church".
In my experience, the "church" doesn't actually teach about living in the Spirit. That the Spirit is actually guiding, leading, and talking to us, living in us, interceding for us. In effect, I feel as though I've been living a secret life unknown to others. It's somewhat freeing to know that I'm not the only one living this. It begs to question, how many "Christians" are Christians and how many are, but are not truly living solidly in the Spirit. I see now it's actually a progression also. We are all called for different purposes and are at different places and seasons in our walk with God. I can go back to various times and I can't help but ask myself, "what was I thinking?!" Turns out we may need to be patient with each other, also. John 4:42 But there is great power in hearing. I ask for the Holy Spirit to put the words on my heart, on my mind, and on my finger tips. And He does, usually one word at a time, almost faster than I can write. He does give me some creative leeway, but He does also work there. I don't actually believe it's in me to do any of this writing on my own. While I did exceptional in Communications. My literary skills have always been virtually, none existent. So I believe this all to be as He guides and Blesses. I know I get in the way at times and try to edit that out. In this site, as a whole, there are things "I" definitely, would "not" include except that He has guided me to it's inclusion and I will follow as He guides. It's relatively easy for me to see where I end and the Holy Spirit begins. My whole life, has at the core, been to follow His lead.
1)"Unequally Yoked" God Blesses. I know the common belief is that everyone is blessed according to or in the "Gift" God has given them. It appears to be biblical ...but God also admonishes us to grow in the "fruits" of the Spirit"(that could be multiple) and we wouldn't want to limit God. I've always had in my heart to be "All" things and not be pigeon-holed into just one or two. From my youth I have sot for knowledge, understanding, and wisdom of God (but believe me I was every bit as much a stubborn sinner as anyone) I wanted to be all things, and to do so with the "wife of my youth". I always believed a husband and wife were "as a threefold cord"(Ecc 4:12) -not easily broken, and I still do. I know there is something in that union that multiplies their efforts. In my quest to "rescue a damsel in distress", we got married in the "Church". As she said "I do" something appeared to sweep over her. For six months she spoke little more than a handful of words. There was no help from anyone, in and out of the "Church", professional and otherwise. We started and co-operated a greenhouse business. The marriage was the "most intense", excruciating, learning experience I could ever imagine going through, we were "unequally yoked". In the home I had to seek God in secret. I believed I could somehow lovingly "win" her over. After 3 1/2 years I came to realize she was utterly shattered and broken. For the following 6 months my mission was to encourage, support, lift up, bolster, and do anything to build up her self-worth. She had been a very accomplished "professional". One morning (6-months in) when I saw her off to her job she told me she was filing for divorce. One month later all the paperwork was signed and it was completely over. Now I was completely shattered and broken. It took me a couple years to deal with it, recover. A year or so later, she remarried and sadly her life not improved. I've continued to seek after "His" knowledge, understanding, wisdom, and discernment -to be more like Jesus. And to become "all" things, growing in the "fruits of the Spirit". I like to say I can do virtually anything, I realize this may sound convoluted (being lead by the Spirit encompasses all things) but in reality, we don't, always, really know what we actually do do or what the "Spirit" inspires and does through us, it is a melding. God is Good! And "Awesomely" continues to teach us. As a man, there are a lot of "forbidden and married" women out there that look for attention -I like to think, I'm a charming person, but where are the available "women of God". Do they actually exist? Everyone says "all you need is God" -and of course, they're always married people. I, being single, ...ultimately, all you "really" need is God. But God made me a "man". Jesus "yurns" for his Bride("the Church") and so do I -His bride for me. We need to be "running the race"! As God leads! All Praise and Glory be to God! Appreciation Always!
2)"Living our Best life Now" I know it is "incredibly important" to be ever so mindful of the time we live in, as though today is the day. Having said that... there is something of a fine balance, we must be careful to live the life God has for us to live today, tomorrow, and the next day while having the last day "Always" in mind. I grew up with a slightly "skewed" view. We where going to "rise" at any moment to meet Christ. Dates were somewhat set and reset. My Dad and family were never actually going to die, unless of course from accident or disease. Up until a few months ago when my Dad did die. Shockingly, I had actually, never considered death or more to say natural death. Time was always to short! While living for and eagerly looking forward to the Kingdom, in the background, I was racing to get my driver's license, my first car, my first girl ...not in that order ...to marry, to have kids, a house, a business. As a kid, I was tested to be somewhere in the top 3 percentile of the population in the field of Physics. Anything to do with Physics didn't need much or any thought. I just seemed to know it. I could have gone for an education in that field -it would have been natural for me. But there was no time. Now, I'm glad I didn't. I'm far more blessed not having -by God's Grace. Now, given current world conditions it could be tomorrow, but the Disciples also believed it was about to happen. And there is "no time" with God. We need to live the fullest life while also fully committed to what God has planned. Sometimes it doesn't feel like we're doing enough or maybe the right thing and maybe we do need to change course from time to time, or step out of our comfort zone. If we're not living everything He puts before us, walking through every door He opens for us, are we really preparing as fully as His plan for us is. How much might we be missing out on. Now at the same time, we must have the balance of being content. I'm sure glad he's always cared that much for me to "rock my world". God wants us to live our lives with "Gusto" and wisely "go for it"! What He puts in our hearts. What I'm finding are His blessings are so Awesome! I don't want to miss a single one. "He" gives us a "messy" life for Awesome reasons! God says we will not know the time or the day...so his word would be faulty if we could. We need to "run" and finish with a Sprint, he who does wins. Who knows what He can do with that? We can be the wise and faithful, blessed 10-fold. God does want to bless us now in this life also, He does love us that much! Just remember this life is always to set us up Spiritually for the next. We must be the faithful being and doing all we can now, as He opens those doors for us to walk through. Matt 25:14-28 Parable of the talents. We aren't to live in a spirit of fear, but be faithful stewards of all He has given us and multiply and bear fruit. While there are seasons in life, God does want us to enjoy the journey too. OHS(I speak to it on another title) was the last thing I would have ever wanted to do. It got my foot in a lot of doors who knows what will all come of it, but I went as He lead. Everyone plays it so safe these days. Who knows what all they are missing out on. OHS's(Occupational Health and Safety) number 1 tool to accomplish their objectives is Fear and to protect you from yourself(control). That's what they're all about. I do obviously make my share of mistakes, sometimes royally, sometimes the wisdom has to catch up. And I think God will step in and prevent the worst if I'm humble. I have to keep testing the thoughts and the foundations they stand on! Again, don't want to miss a thing. The book of Revelation has always been a bit of a book of "hellfire and brimstone" for me, but this struck me this morning. There can not be a more beautiful scripture! (Rev 19:7) "let us be glad and give Him glory!For the wedding of the Lamb has come and His bride has made herself ready" -nothing could be more beautiful! Heb 10:23-24 "let us hold firmly to the hope we profess, for He is Faithful and let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Always Love, Be Blessed! I had this song playing over the truck sound system the other day and of course it just shuts off when you get out. While, I walked into an electrical contractor store, my phone decided to shout it out "full volume", well of course, in the shock and fumbling, I couldn't manage to unlock the phone and turn it off for seemingly eternity! I think it may have converted some people. The biggest smiles and grins. They have become some of the friendliest people. Who would have thought! "Goodness of God" ...sorry, I haven't got linking working in this format yet. I may have to manually insert it into the source code.
3)"Live in the Spirit" A "hot little number" with a twinkle in her eye, and the oh-so-sweetest, warmest smile reserved just for me is walking on over ...the Spirit speaks inside...What are you doing?! The carnal mind ...is on cloud 9, warm, filled, Empowered, esteemed, excited and Honored. ...We became somewhat acquainted at last year's Company Christmas party. Things got just a little, but wait you find out she's "Married". You back off, yet you appreciate the attention. Your convicted... purity of heart is compromised! Carnal says... After all, your just coworkers and you don't want to be rude. The comfort level has grown greatly through the year, the smile 10 times sweeter. The Spirit hits me with the realization... I'm playing with fire! and must be giving my own cues. The thought and conviction ...how do I stop this! ...the Spirit... change direction, you forgot something back there ...and blank your expression ...a different hallway ...a different time ...and Don't brush past her. Be Busy about your work! A couple days later ...collecting a parcel next to her. The Spirit says be polite but dead of cues. You comment "another present for me" and hurry on your way while Not letting your eyes meet. This year's company Christmas party, a few days away, attendance obligatory, after all you're team players, and you need to be creating ties among your coworkers. This year there's alcohol, live music and dancing. Barriers have come down and a real comfort developed. There's only one direction this was headed! I skipped the Xmas party and waited for the shoe to drop... 3 days latter, somewhat humbled, but with a healthy self-respect, ...but wait... a wage raise and a profound expression of appreciation from my employer for all I do! 1 of 5 such "married women coworker(hiding their rings)" experiences this year. As a single, turning away from compromising situations the carnal mind says "are you Absolutely Nuts?!!!" The Spirit... "God is Awesome!!!" Yes, there is a seemingly unbearable hankering when you deny temptation. You pray, you study, you get busy with work or some healthy passion, and "Live in the Spirit" more and more. Seek "Purity" of heart, "Purity" in Every thought, every action, every Moment of every day. Blessed are the pure of heart they will see God(Matt. 5:8). With an "attitude of Appreciation" Always. It is God's good pleasure to give us the Kingdom(Luke12:32 nkjv). Be the "Mighty man" or "Mighty women" of the Almighty God. Always love, Be Blessed!
4)"Charges were brought against me" ... there's a "Most Amazing red sunrise" this morning, a warm, beautiful calm ...a big wolf walking through the valley ...a deer following ...and a big Majestic Moose just around the corner -and they're all at peace ...at least for now -a beautiful thing. It's an "encredible" day today, have to soak it in, deeply. ...I had only worked hard, efficiently and smoothly -my department could operate no finer. After my divorce I had worked hard to get back on my feet and under God. Now this... a Bully with an chip on his shoulder came in and threw a wrench in the works and went to the top(the owner). I had vowed to never work there in the first place because of the atrocious working conditions, thick blueish, black smoke always filled the air. I had had my own greenhouse business and worked in and with beauty. Now this! ...Why is it when we say "I will never" or state something as a deal breaker, it appears to be required of me? -there always ends up being great benefit. It was a very toxic, demeaning environment also. But it was a necessity. ...I was called into head office and "severely reprimanded". It was instantly clear I would not win this one. I "Profusely" apologized for all the wrongs I had "not" done! I was in shock and broken. I left it in God's hands, I could do nothing, the Union could do nothing. Then OHS (Occupational Health and Safety) had a "shakeup". And to my utter dismay, shock and honor, I was unanimously voted OHS Employee Co-chair. "Absolutely no idea" what to do, and all the guys were counting on me! A lot of phone calls, meetings, investigation and documentation. Hundreds of thousands of dollars were spent cleaning the air and creating a safer work space. Corrupted government officials were demoted or removed and my time there was finally done. In my current occupation, I specifically stated I would not become involved with OHS. -I didn't want to be "that" person. Well, 6-months in I was unanimously voted in as OHS Co-chair, again truely honored. These places though are new, clean, and well maintained, and a great environment, and I insure they stay that way and again everyone including my employer very much appreciate that -he was the one that nominated me for the position. OHS is a place of incredible "power" and the responsibility and accountability to "not" use it. Power in the "Arena of health" was very evident through the whole "pandemic" crisis. And unfortunately there appears to be much more in the works for the future. Virtually anything can be done under the guise of "health". I'd much rather be leading in it and hopefully heading off some abuse than be a pawn. It too, can be rewarding. Brings up... Psalm 27:14 "wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say on the Lord! or Isaiah 40:31 "they will run and not grow weary" John 15 Being connected to the vine, Jesus, that we may bear much fruit.
5)"Emotions" Sometimes, God just says, you're not done yet. Truthfully, I don't want to be done until He says so. There is just so much more to learn. It can be incredibly humbling and gut wrenchingly hard, but to not know or learn is "unthinkable" -Nothing could be worse. God is Amazing. A little hard to say this... I have never teared up so much in my life as I have recently! -what is happening to me?! ...it's both so beautiful and so Aweful! at the same time -mind of a man. Darkness and Light. A few months ago my Dad passed, he was a very emotional person, but managed to hide it well. In the last few weeks he seemed to want to give me a hug -so we would do the awkward one arm half-shoulder hug. Then he had a massive stroke. One side was down, he was in the hospital for about two weeks. I went to see him at noon. Walked into his room, he wasn't breathing, the machine alarms were going off and the nurses were all just standing around outside. I prayed, touched his hand, he abruptly awoke, I called the nurses. They were furious, who was I and what had I done. Twelve nurses now hovered over, I got out of the way and let them work, trusting God's hand. My sister walked in moments later to find him, a soft spoken man of peace, boldly casting away demons in the name of Jesus with all the nurses still hovering. In the last couple of days, it was apparent, he was just not at peace. He would firmly hold your hand and look into your eyes. He couldn't tear up. I nestled down beside him on the edge of his inclined bed, shoulder to shoulder, fingers intertwined, thumb on thumb, looking into his eyes and just talked. Now, his eyes were full of love and peace. Emotions are so important. It was the last day that he was awake. You can never be fully ready for life. Thankfully God steps in and makes the difference. I work with approximately 80 coworkers in two locations. I interact with a majority of them on a daily basis. I see when they are frustrated, down, upset. A few years ago it occurred to me I was the one person there who could actually make a difference in their day. While it's not in my job description, my employer just lets me do my thing. And they all appreciate it whether they know it or not. Sometimes it's just being lighthearted, jovial, little quips and well-placed jabs. ...Sometime back, it started ...I'd walk in the building, when he needs me, a fellow coworker, big tough guy, would bellar out "Henry I ...L..O..V..E... you!" Now, I don't know if something got lost in translation between Ukrainian and English and maybe he means "need". Stops me in my tracks every time! Funny guy! I guess everyone needs some loven sometime! Works like a charm. ...God says you're Awesome! ...You are Always enough! Have no worries! For the Women... It's so sad the most beautiful and precious "creatures". Women were the "Pinnacle" of God's creation! ...and yes the icing on the cake too! It is you that Nurtures "all creation". The "Bow" that binds it and keeps it all together. The "Gifts" that you possess are just "Perfect" for "you". The "fire" thats inside keeps that "spark" lit, and that spark keeps the fire in us All alive. The desire in the Heart of a beloved woman has great power to keep a man "on the straight and narrow and undistracted" -God made it so! Now, God forbid, you be someone's crutch, just a beautiful encouragement! The desire of men to quiet and quash women is so insidious to the destruction of all mankind. All the devils little tricks and schemes. As men, it is also our place to encourage, hold up and firmly stand alongside with the "weaker" but oh so valuable vessels. In His wisdom God gave us diverse "tastes". Women at their core are so beautiful inside and out! You are "Enough" just as God made you! The world "is" and can be a better place for it -We are "All" so Blessed! (John 15:5 "abide in Him") ...He is our rock and our source. Everything He created in succession just was better and better. God says you are Awesome! God says you are enough just as you are! Always love! Be BLESSED! Henry "Simply beauty"
6)"Fear, My Paradise". There are many that believe life is a set of perfect formulas. If you do this then you will get that. While it may sound perfect, biblical, and great -it's not real life! Real life is dirty, messy, and just "really" hard at times! We have the cards we've been dealt. Life doesn't stop for us. As the question goes, what are we going to do with it?! -no one else will! It's on us -it's Scary! I was raised in a large city so I bought some land and built a house! No I don't mean that I hired people. I actually built a house entirely, with my own two hands! -down the side of my beautiful valley and a half mile of private unmaintained road. It was Hard, at times I even wanted to believe that I was a "victim". One day marking out a new roadway and bridge, I got seriously stuck in a thicket when I became aware of a huge(everything's big down here) bear watching me struggle, druelling, licking his lips. The "Spirit thought" -God gave us dominion and that we were to rule over them(Gen 1). Weak in the knee I marched straight up, breaking sticks across my knee and informed him of his place in the world -with a disconcerted look on his face he turned and ran. Turns out Bears are also explorers and very mischievous at heart -they like climbing and see my house as a mountain to conquer! Through a series of rooftops and balconies they can actually surmount the summit of the third floor. Early one morning I awoke to feeling something was wrong. From the bed through a window I could just see the head of a bear barreling over my third floor balcony. I was out there in a second "giving some education". After a few attempts I believe I found a solution. And every so often they slap the wall to let me know they're still interested. In response I also slap the wall (we have an understanding) and I sternly ask what they're up to and go back to sleep. One evening, pitch black, with a flashlight on head, I stepped off the kitchen deck to hear a pounce right in front of me. I had startled a full grown cougar from his sleep in a perch. Nothing will make you more weak-kneed than staring in the eyes of a disturbed cougar 10 feet in front of you as he takes a step toward you! By the grace of God, I sternly explained my dominion over him. He turned and slowly walked away. I very quickly put in some "very" bright colorful landscape lighting. A few months later I found "Her" tracks down the road with accompanying little baby prints running along side. God always takes care of us no matter how strong the fear. We "do" and "God does". God takes away the fear. When the elk are "getting it on" I could sware I was in the middle of Jurassic Park. Having said all that, it's still just a house in a beautiful setting with a beautiful view(distraction). I wonder what mountains I will climb next and in what valley I will rest my head? What water will I walk on? As the parable of loosing what we've been given due to choosing to hiding it because of fear, rather being rewarded according to what we do with whatever we've been given, and that being multiplied(Luke 19:11-26). I Love God with every cell and fiber of my being! But, as Abraham wrestled with God(Gen 32:24-30) I am wrestling with the "Almighty, Great, All Powerful, God of the Universe" Because He is "Awesome" -I will not relent! -Until he Blesses me. "I am nothing!" But He made it so! My love, His love, for him grows infinitely deeper. As yet, I don't know for what, but He always has a plan and purpose. It feels(normally I wouldn't say feelings aren't a good standard to go by "but") like God has been "immensely nurturing" and restoring his "first love" in me for Him. I feel like I'm being made whole! Nurturing like ..."Spirit thought" God nurtured and restored Elijah(1Kings 19:1-9) when he fled for his life from Jezzebel.
7) ..."I have a nasty problem" (as I bite my nails just a little). I can't get to work on time, seriously. I've always had it. To a morning person, I have the worst, deal-breaking, cross-to-die-on, sin possible -been lectured to by a few. In school, I was the guy who snuck in the door just after it closed -completely humiliated! It's only a morning thing. I have tried everything. I appear to have all sorts of self control. I don't believe that's the issue. A number are preaching it lately, with all sorts of strong words of condemnation. A Christian Physiologist use to preach ...I was just selfish and trying to get attention, that I get some benefit or I wouldn't do it. It just makes me want to crawl in a hole and die -I don't think that's any kind of benefit. Time doesn't make sense to me for 2 or 3 hours every morning and yet I believe I'm fully alert. I've always been a bit of a night owl, but, I love the morning too. I'm somehow able to get loads done before work -prayer, study, and contemplation, that I somehow wasn't able to do before. Up around 5, to work at around 8:30, then only 30min or less for lunch -I've adjusted it to help compensate -I work directly under my employer and manage myself. About a year ago, at an employee assessment, he brought up the issue. I with a big smile explained my predicament, he chuckled and handed me a very nice raise! -more blessing. I think this is something God must be actually "gifting" me with to keep me humble. When I do manage to get away earlier, without fail a neighbor or something will stop me and I still arrive late. Some would say it's a curse, but maybe its a blessing. A couple weeks ago as I was driving in "late" I saw him(employer) run into the door ...I just new what he was up to... I park on the other side of the building. I put pedal-to-the-metal -it's a long way -asked God for favor -jumped out of the truck and leaped through the door and there he was in his slippery leather shoes ...like he had been there for an hour. I was "Ticked" ...at myself (so humiliating) -it was obvious. With the Biggest smile he said Good Morning! God has a sense of humor. This was originally part of a letter to a friend. Having said that for clarity I will continue... Unnamed, you have blessed me with a very different outlook on life. The Spirit is at work, strongly in me, the before and after contrast is very clear. I know he was working with me before but this is quite different. My conversations with co-workers, employer, and everyone else, including complete strangers have become so much more meaningful. The Spirit speaks insight, understanding, compassion, concern, knowledge, wisdom in ways that can be "Accepted" and "Appreciated". This all happened with you. Something also, I need to say... We have issues with snow. It's a couple good sized Auto Dealerships with all the fixings, autobody and such -lots of vehicles -snows a problem. A couple years ago I mentioned it would really be nice to have a big Payloader. Well, he bought a Big Payloader, complete with a 14 foot blade. What took someone 2 days and thousands of dollars now takes me 5 or so hours. It's a smooth, quick, dance, with a big machine that you can't make a mistake on. People like watching me work. Not sure exactly which day it was, (2 weeks ago maybe) but I was in the dance, fully focused ...out of the blue, the "Spirit" spoke "RECEIVE", suddenly I was overwhelmed, full and over-flowing with the most beautiful feelings of love like I have "Never" known ...I stopped and just sat there for 5 minutes and soaked it in. My thoughts went to you ...had you prayed this to me? ...or had God just decided to, out of the blue, in the middle of the parking lot, bless me with this? -"you" will now know! That's probably all I should mention on this topic here. I was Blessed and I prayed it back to you. Make of it what you will. ...my employer thought I was having too much fun and wanted in on it. Now the Payloader is all warmed up by the time I get there in the morning. Blessings. No one is going to put God in a box. He does things how, when, where, and exactly as "He" chooses. His knowledge, understanding and wisdom I'm sure we barely even begin to know.
8)"Tearing up the town, Lessons" The "unequally yoked" one was a doozer, but He has used every bit of it to drive in, deeply, the lessons I needed to learn. It still continues to teach me hard lessons. Something He has kept from me is a deep, meaningful, connection, what I desire perhaps most. I think it takes "a lot" of maturity to not abuse or take that one for granted. It's only now that I truly understand that. He has given me hints, but never anything meaningful. Sure I had fun, if you can really call it that. But He always had ways of intervening. Bowling Green, Kentucky, she would scream (it would set my heart on fire -I had no idea what to do with it) with excited anticipation (everyone else around had a heart attack!) as she saw me walk in on the other side of the very large convienience store, to pick her up from work. I knew nothing and was too completely daft to figure it out. She sent a lot of tests my way, yes, I took offense and thought she didn't like or want me, so I left. I didn't realize she wanted me to stay and prove that I would. 5 months later I was half way across the country and married to my "unequally yoked." I Really "hate" tests! I don't trust myself to pass them. Its too easy to misunderstand and read the signals wrong. I believe I've really grown a lot, I still need a lot of grace, patience, and mercy, I Will "Always" come through in the end, God does see to it! He melts my stubborn heart very quickly these days by the massive amount of His love that He's rooted deep inside! Xcaret, Mexico, an Absolutely, Awesome, incredibly beautiful place. The evening performance was about to begin, I walked in and saw the girl with the cutest smile. She looked at me with that come hither look. I did. I sat down beside her and we began in conversation. It's a beautiful setting and a perfectly warm evening. Within minutes we were over-whelmed, with all-consuming laughter. The show was a solid 3 hours. We were all but rolling in the aisles through it all, our guts in pain from laughter -never before and never since. Oblivious to what was going on around us. We completely disturbed everyone. At the end, we had cleared out the whole area of the crowded arena for 30ft in every direction, even her body guard, I then realized. It was not long after my divorce, and the Spirit spoke, "as fun as it was, there's nothing meaningful here, just emptiness and hurt", so I left her hanging with only my first name. One week later, she was hosting a show on cable wearing the exact same outfit she had been wearing on the evening we had shared. I watched the 4 months of shows to follow and I still knew there could be nothing meaningful between us, and she was not a believer. There were more, but again, nothing meaningful, just empty, superficial, no base to grow on. I believe if we put our trust in God he is faithful to guide and bless, and protect, and that He will never lead us down the wrong path and I know that He Blesses and eagerly desires to bless us, and I know that some of these things do take time. Yes, I be can emotional, I can be stubborn, but I'm introspective these days, and the Love that God has put within me will always win out. I have an inner stability I have never known before, and He's making me more solid day by day. Now my emotions will bless "meaningfully" to the very core. Hurt and discouragement fade and are replaced with Love. God is our source and He will love us and send love as we each need to be loved. Romans 8:26 "the Spirit helps us in our weakness. ...the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit," God's an Awesome God!
9)"Sight" A few years ago I lost my eyesight -over and over again. Now don't get me wrong, I now have near perfect "unaided" sight. But I lost it multiple times due to detached retina and such. One time my brother raced me 2 hours away to the eye surgeon -me holding my eye in... we are actually blessed to work literally side by side, different departments but side by side ...in my hand -that was due to an Anti-inflammatory bleed (aneurysm of sorts -it saved my life). Again no one including myself would now know, except that I lived it. Stronger and healthier than ever -lots of great stuff on YouTube if one can decipher through it. -Most completely contrary to government health guidelines. ...7 procedures all told. I am left with near perfect sight, better than I've ever had. Able to get a pilots license unaided. On my last visit to the surgeon, well into his senior years, we had a deep moment, "profound" (for lack of a better word) exchange. He said "this Never happens, you're sight always ends up worse". I wish I had had the courage to say it... but I didn't want to discount all the hours he had worked, meticulously working on my eye, some while I was alert and awake and others while I was under. The Spirit spoke through us each, he knew it and I knew it. It simply said "Praise God". God actually used false or perhaps "fallen" TV preachers to give me great encouragement and strength through the months of recovery. God is good! Through it all and for a couple years I couldn't read, I couldn't study due to the eye strain. As kids, with the family, we read the Bible cover to cover. Now, in my time of need, the scriptures all came back, the Spirit encouraged and strengthened me. It has never left me and I know It never will. That spark has been renewed in me, the "Word" is "Alive" again! And I can't help but feel that I have missed so much! Glory to God! I believe in living life fervently, with "Gusto". ...God seriously reins me in on this one! But I'd hate to have missed an opportunity. My Dad passed earlier last year 2023. He lived Good and Blessed, but life is short. I don't want to miss a thing! God is Awesome!
10)"Hard Truth" It's encouraging but also hard truth! Always feeling in limbo. I always feel like I missed the train. Or like the ride never arrives. I have a million interests and have pursued a ton of them. You always think, this door will take you to where you need to be or go, but it just leads to another and another, and then you think maybe I'm to ridged and it causes you to analyze what IS actually important. And well, that helps you become a better person, more understanding and compassion, and helps one to not be judgemental. But then you see everyone around you and their lives seem so Simple and Complete. And you figure, how could I have gone so wrong, which stops should I have gotten off at. But at the same time, I know I would never be happy with just Simple, so I cram more and more in hoping one will stick and I can enjoy like those around. I don't believe I know anyone who could have or would have done what I have, but then, I wouldn't want to either. Yet, I do want the results. And yet, one wonders, where did I go wrong. You know everyone who knows you really admires you on one hand and on the other they are also thinking where did he go wrong, it's just So easy for everyone else ...it just seems to happen. My Grandmother, the last time I saw her, she had to single me out and with tears in her eyes... there were a couple of us in the family with the same name... and she gave me a hug and wanted to tell me not to do as they had done, that God had Someone in mind for me. I've heard it so many times. 99% of the time they are married. As time passes you can't help but think ...that is so incredibly bad advice and you wonder if it affected the choices you made. You so hope no time or experience has gone to waste. The Bible talks about the wife of your youth. I tell everyone I'm 28, and while I've never before been this healthy, I do have a few years on that. I know God hasn't wasted anything, and what I now am doesn't come without some time and experience. It appears God takes us through Seasons, and after each it's like one becomes a better, new, you ...if one is actually engaging with life. I now, finally feel like I've "arrived". Maybe none of the doors were wrong. But again it's only the right doors I want to go through. I don't want to miss a thing! But what an awful lot to go through, I actually do like myself, somewhat now and know that I do have a lot to offer ...but you think, what has been the cost? Some Loven: 1Cor 4:13+16 "let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. ...God is Love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him." Col 2:2 "encouraged in heart and united in love and filled with the full riches of complete understanding and the knowledge of God." 1Cor 13:6-7 "Love... always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserveres." Romans 8:37 "we are more than conquerors through him who loved us" Psalm 27:13-14 "I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord" Awesome!, Henry.
11)"Faith by Deeds" Men can be so quick to give advice according to their own "wisdom" (1Cor 3:19) "He traps the wise in a snare of their own cleverness". It seems everyone thinks they are the expert, but the "wisdom of men" is only that. I know I have to be careful to not get caught up in that trap and not become that folly for someone else. God has Blessed me so wonderfully. I wouldn't have any of these blessings if I had followed what seemed "wise" advice. A "church" strongly advised me against buying land, building a house, buying a particular brand of car. They said it would be hard and just wrong ...and how would I be able to contribute financially to the church?! 9 bank managers told me all the ways I would fail and would not support me. Now, all these people were well-meaning, they appeared to want the best for me according to "their" wisdom. I didn't relent and yes it has been hard ...but I can't imagine having passed up on all the Blessings God has had for me. Conversely, the "church" blessed, supported and encouraged my unequally yoked marriage! Sorry, but I'm not a great seat warmer contributing to their "domain of order". -I appear to have some issues -just a little bit. The Church is much bigger than them. We are accountable for our own choices and decisions. They are for us to make and to reap the rewards for good or bad. We are running a race and God will Bless us Abundantly if we Boldly push forward and seek Him(Psalm 105:4) and how much do we really want it. I think "He" asks us sometimes "how much do you really want it"? Nothing worthwhile and Good is easy. There is a little caveat here ...when He Blesses us, He will also require more from us. With "great" Blessing there "Is" "great responsibility". Nothing good is easy but it is "So" worthy. And it is "Hard" -there are no rewards without some pain. Everyone successful who is honest will agree with that. We who like to give advice need to be "so careful" not to get in the way of another's rewards and Blessings. God Blesses those who seek Him and His wisdom and not man's. God will bless us, quite often, truely full and overflowing according to what we actually put into it (Luke 19:15-26). We can warm a seat and let the blessings pass us by or we can fight for it. I've done both and I'd any day, suffer the hard knocks and bruises. We only get out of life what we put into it. God blesses so abundantly. We do and God does. We live "our" lives, no one else can, should, or will. We are full of energy to encourage but we have to be careful not to become stumbling blocks in the lives of others -usually in well-meaning. Nothing in my heart but the "Very Best", warmest. But with the "New Covenant" we each have access to God (Heb 7:26-28) no longer having to go through the "priesthood". It is what God speaks in our hearts, together with His Word and as the Spirit beautifully leads and guides us. Wisdom and discernment are so important. People's opinions and advice are just that -opinions. Whatever we are facing, in the end, we will make the right decisions. God wonderfully makes things happen and protects us also. We can know He is Faithful (Jer 29:13) when we seek Him with all our heart (James 2:18) "faith by deeds". Prov 19:8 "the one who gets wisdom loves life; the one who cherishes understanding prospers." God's wisdom...for we are the children of God.
12)"2-Part Family" Growing up we had like a two-part family, not the right expression, but we'll go with it. There were 3 of us guys. In some ways, we felt like we had already conquered the world! We had had a very adventurous childhood, done many things most people would only dream of. My older brother had moved out far away. Then my parents "accidentally" had a 2nd family ... it does happen! Anyway, I was 17-18, just finishing high-school when my two sisters came along, 1 1/2 years apart. They were absolutely adorable. I ended up spending a lot of time taking care of them. I'm sure it went a long way to keeping me out of a lot of trouble. Sometimes awkward and inconvenient, but always treasured. They were such precious little bundles with "incredibly" different and unique personalities. God puts such uniqueness in us each. Just looking at millions of people all so similar yet we all look so uniquely "us"... it's beautiful! My sisters are both real "fighters" right from birth, in their core, yet even in that so very different, different triggers, different passion, different expression, different vehemence, ... and different ways to calm, settle, and bring peace to. And even that all could be explored to reveal so many more intricacies. Something that always worked though, sometimes it did take time, but it was to hold them, to hold them up by my shoulder. They had a place to rest their head and even fall asleep. It was never to diminish their concerns or make those go away but just to be there and comfort. Sometimes we'd spin around, dance to some music, rock back and forth, or just walk around. It always worked! We always have ... it doesn't always feel like it, but God always there supporting us, holding us up, even carrying us when needed. So many of the good things in life we experience or express ... that He gave us as fallible, imperfect human beings, is really just a taste of how He feels for us. Just as parents, in Heart, want and ache for the best for their kids, He does too, just infinitely more. And just as a thankful, appreciative child will usually get what they want, it also melts God's heart when we appreciate and express appreciation. Psalm 21:2+7 "...have granted him the desire of his heart and have not withheld the request of his lips. ... through the unfailing love of the Most High he will not be shaken." Yes, so I've dealt with a lot of bare bottoms and diaper rash! My sisters would be slipping under the table now in bashful embarrassment if they new I just said that! They've grown to become great gals. It's beautiful how the Spirit actually becomes an integral part of us as we continually surrender to Him in us. It is incomprehensibly beautiful! I've been considering the workings of the Spirit, all that He has and is doing so beautifully. God is just so good!
13)"Discernment and Accountability" While having been raised in "church," called, convicted, and given up my life to "Him" at the age of 7. At some point I became aware of fundamental errors in church teaching. I've attended many churches. Honestly, for many it's a game of "playing house." All sorts of rules are made up in attempt to "protect" and control the congregations, with a hierarchy of people ruling over people with "God forbid" the threat of excommunication and eternal damnation. Even in the work place we have a tendency to call our employer our "boss" when in reality they are our employer. We make our own choices and it's important to not give that up. We will all have to answer for choices we have made -thankfully God has "Great Mercy" -none-the-less He is infinitely wise and will not be mocked -He is not a fool. In one church, I had attended for a number of months, I was asked by a large number of families of the congregation to Pastor them in starting a new church. I had only intended to cultivate an increase in their Spiritual depth. Honored ...and horrified at the same time that I may have caused division, with much prayer. For four years I had been "unequally yoked" and I was still dealing with that, and as a single I didn't believe I would be qualified to deal with all the possible issues that would arise. I declined. I moved on. God brought about change and I still have a dear friend in the Pastor. We have to ask the questions, search our hearts, and find the answers. The Spirit faithful guides. God gives great discernment, understanding, and wisdom. Ephesians 1:7+8 "the riches of God's grace that he "lavished" on us with all wisdom and understanding"
14)It can be easy to be a "bully". Especially when I think I'm not. ...I know the stubborn "Dutch"(as in my background) in me can lock-down. It's been a lifelong fight that I think I've "mostly?" conquered, but passion can get in the way. Bearing down stubborn on the stubborn in me, as a rule, can be very helpful. ...That small still voice "screaming" in the background. -I hear it. It's very clear but the passion has made it very small and I ride right over it. Romans 7:21-24 "wretched" man I am!" Too many use this as an excuse! The ones I hurt most are the ones that are "dear" -the very ones I want to hurt the "very least!" The Spirit doesn't always let you know. Actually, it's more likely, a case of not listening. Sometimes it just lets you make the mistake and then you end up with a "heart rending" experience that you just "Hope and Pray" is far worse for me than the offended. I want to take away the hurt and make all new and right. The Spirit Always makes things clear in the end. And I ache for all I've hurt. May God have His Perfect work in them and in me. I Pray the offended and hurt can find Healing and be made Whole! And that I can have some small (or large) part in that. I have these coffee mugs I put in strategic places that simply read "Wake up And be Awesome" it has been an effective way to start the day in a right mindset. -Helpful anytime. I, at Heart, want to "Always" be that person to make someone else's day AWESOME. When I get in my way it's "Truely Heart Rending" And rightly So! Fortunately, the Spirit does convict those who have an ear to hear, an eye to see, and a mind to comprehend. God is Faithful to teach. Unfortunately, it's the hardest and biggest regrets that tend to teach the most! When I've hurt someone I WANT to know -there can be nothing worse than not knowing! -or else how can the healing begin? The Spirit speaks, "But" I speak too. It's a melding like Iron and clay. The Bible says to test all things (2Cor 13:5). He is the Potter (Isaiah 64:8).
15)"Communication" I'm full of a lot of words. I love communication, I love the "art" of communication, and there isn't much I can't do well. I do like to communicate on a deeper level. I'm a bit of a sponge -I suck up information to understand, I don't judge! Every so often I might attempt to but I wise up pretty quick. I asked, early on, and continue to ask God for knowledge, understanding and wisdom, insight and discernment and He Blesses Abundantly. As a man, I naturally try to fix things, I know the challenge is to sometimes just not! With God all things are possible. I analyze but again it's not to judge, it just naturally happens in the background. That may scare some away. All in all, I think I'm "pretty much" normal as God would have me be. He's given me interests -I'm not sure there is actually an end to the list. It seems I have an ability to "read" people. I think everyone does if they care to, likely tied in with understanding, discernment and compassion. Again, I don't judge. I just really love life, all that it has to offer and what I might contribute. As horrible as the world is, it's all just so beautiful too. I suck up info, it's an addiction, sorry! -but I "Love" it! Just when you think you've figured me out, I tend to change and you have to figure me out all over again. I don't like to be a foregone conclusion. People eventually just come to accept, appreciate, and treasure me, just as I am, surprises and all! Having said that, there are some things that will never change. And of course, I do want to be someone that can be counted on ...that's important. God is Good! My love for Him only grows. I knew I would get to the point sooner or later. God is Awesome! Have an Awesome Day! Henry
16)"Unresolved Issues" Differences, disagreement, issues, always include feelings of hurt and doubt. And that means they will likely come up over and over again and so they must be resolved over and over again, and rightly So! It's not as much a deal of who's right and wrong, but what did I do or say, how did I do or say it, and what hurt or other effects did I create. This is all being logical, but feelings aren't always logical. It's so easy to forget or not realize the power of our words when we are focus on getting our point across. I may not know what I said, but I do know how I said it and I can only imagine what hurt and doubt I caused and that is Truly "horrific" in my mind, that I did that to someone. I do truly deserve every punishment that could come on me and that wouldn't be enough. The only thing that would help mend is that I in some way am able to help restore one to "wholeness". And to do that over and over again, as often as needed -until! People speak what's in there heart. That is only to be treasured! ...it can be unsettling. We don't have to agree, but then it's a good idea for us to find out why and possibly, how to come to agreement. Women do have a way of thinking on a "higher level" for a variety of reasons and it's up to us(men -yes I'm throwing us under the bus here) to at least try to understand and always the first go-to must be to respond in support, you speak your heart. We need to "want" to hear more! Your reasons in most cases are far more complex. If we don't agree, we still must at least support you. You speak from the heart, that matters! Now, it would be good for us to delve into understanding and so, maybe come on-board as well -that would be great. That can only grow healthy roots in a relationship, to stand in tougher times. It builds trust and like-mindedness. There's the saying "a man convinced against his own will is of the same opinion still". So seeking to understand is crucial. Then, there's the how do we responded. That's an important issue! I think... "I will never be that person" and then I just am! Again... Sorry is a great place to start. And needs to be said again and again, for as long as it takes! There are ways that men speak to men, that can be "acceptable" and even necessary, but never to a woman. With the whole "equality" push its easy to forget or to not maintain certain standards, but still that's no excuse! Just please be gentle with us. We are a work in progress. Our mission should be to "understand". I think that goes a long way in preventing us from messing up. The hurt that is caused is just, too Hard! The ones we hurt most are the ones that are closest and that "we must not"! I could quote all sorts of scripture, how about this: 2Cor 13:11 (Esv), "...Aim for restoration, comfort one another, agree with one another, live in peace: and the God of love and peace will be with you." 1Cor 13:7 "...love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things." We need to keep apologizing wherever and whenever. We needed to do this and you needed to hear this from us. May Joy and Peace fill your heart. Be Always Blessed! Henry
17)"Simple Things!" In Miami, South Beach, a few years ago, I decided to take the transit, just to try it. A young lady, at the outdoor pedestrian mall, was supposed to be a clay sculpture and not move. She was exceptionally good at it, but then she reached down picked up a long stem, red rose. She handed it to me. And, Yes, I treasured it! Everyone had the biggest smiles as I passed. There was a real romantic atmosphere in the air that night -it is Miami! In the bus, a couple guys had a guitar, they serenaded me all the way back to my hotel, we all (the whole bus) had a lot of fun with it -there was a lot of joy in the air, between strangers. The next day though, everyone was on their phones, yes, I eavesdroped, just a bit. There were no real conversations going on. Not one, ...a little disheartening. I went and rented a car. Simple things! Of Real Value. The only thing of real value in life is the love we give and receive. To know and feel that we are loved and to know and feel that we give love. God gave us emotions and said it was "Very Good"! It is the way God made us And it does begin with receiving that love first. His Word to us is also His love to us, God gave His life for us while we were yet sinners...God loved us "first", we must receive it before we can give it, that's not selfish, its God designed, ...it is the Gospel, it is the New Covenant, ...to love God, ... and love our neighbor "as ourselves". There are some that preach there is a formula, his man wisdom, based on his understanding of God. It sounds so good, but it just leaves me So empty. He has, somewhat, left God behind in exchange for his interpretation and man wisdom. Again, God does not fit in our box. God is Love, He "Exudes" Love. God is Center and Core, and it is His love and His genuine love in us and in whom He brings to us, to love and be loved by. They believe in a list ...you have to cross off all the items in the list or its not of God. Again God doesn't fit in our box! How many people have been hurt by their lists. For some it's a business too, it is So easy to cross and justify crossing certain lines to make a business more profitable and they believe they are protecting us from ourselves, no doubt with very good intentions also. A lot of hurt has been done with good intentions. Book knowledge is good and does have its place, "critical" when it comes to the Bible, will give impact and foundation and wisdom. I too, can sway any argument my way, have always been able to, but I try not to do that anymore. After all, a person convinced against their own will is of the same opinion still. There is also Spirit, Heart Speak(Roman's 8:26 ..."he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit"). Heart too has foundation and backing in scripture. It will not be contrary to the "Word of God" which are the words of the Spirit. I like to hear and speak what God has put on my heart. We do have to be careful it's not tainted with our predispositions or our own conviction/desire. With this ...it's just So important and when his man wisdom conflicts with what the Spirit speaks, I'm going with the Spirit! -hands down Always! The scriptures can be twisted or misunderstood, misused, to support almost anything if it's cherry picked. We need to know the Bible and learn how to understand it, and of course, the Spirit does not lie and is not contrary to the written word. I love God, only with my whole heart. The devil is cunning and he is never far away. He was back, a few days ago through someone I trusted and looked up to. But in my head and heart, God and I won. The scriptures say do nothing in haste. The only list I'm interested in is God's list, the one He "doesn't" necessarily, give us or tell us. He decides the when, the where, the who, the why, and the everything. I know "He" will bring to fruition "His" "Perfect" Plan. He can do all things, and it will be based on His plan alone and how and what He has done, is doing, and will do in our hearts.
18)"Keenly Aware" God usually gives me a clear path or at least the parts that I need to know, when I need to know them. Time He muddles for good reason. I believe to prevent disillusionment or a feeling of defeat before fulfillment. It would prevent me from charging in full force. I'd throttle back at the very least. The reality is that I would probably, never have attempted to do any of the things I "have" done or accomplished, if I knew what it actually took. I am Very Thankful He has hid and I know still Hides that from me. Having said that it's pretty "Hard" to scare me away! All good I see, tell me reality, and would Never deter me! Somehow, I Just Know it's my path that I must do and fortunately I am a perpetual optimist. Just try and stop me with how "Hard" it is or how "Impossible" it is -it will not phase me at all! I believe that's God's hand to make sure I do what I need to do. And that is Awesome! I would have never done these things and I have No regrets! God meets us where we are each at, and lovingly Blesses and Loves us to where He needs and wants us to be. He convicts us and as we listen and surrender to what He wants He also gives us the confidence and faith we need. He Blesses us and Makes it Happen -Very Thankfully! I try not to listen or even hear (at times) the naysayers. I know God is speaking something to me and Blessing my path in that direction. ...yes, anyone else's negative opinion, human wisdom, I can and should take and weigh as advisement. I will always go with what appears clear from God, and appreciate concern, admonition, and encouragement. Of course, there are always those that think they know better. I following as God leads. I know He has put me at a specific place in life for very specific reasons and purposes. I wouldn't want it any other way. It is His will that I seek to do. I fully trust Him to put me and keep me on that path that is His for me. ...I don't "belong" to a particular "church." There appears to be those of us who have either been completely disillusioned with "Christianity" for one reason or another or for a variety of reasons we just don't feel we belong to a particular "church" but "know" we are still an important part of the Body of Christ. God has been giving me great conviction as of late. When God tells you to do something, you do it. It's incredibly humbling, "knowing" something that must be done. ...40 or 50 Big, Rowdy elk were hanging around and "kicking up their heels" just up the driveway, morning and evening. Anyway, I asked if there was something I should write and the Spirit just, "instantly", laid this all out for me to write. ...Long weekend ...I just know it's going to be a really "Good" one! After a somewhat anxious week at work it all finally came together, beautifully in the afternoon. Even erratic dancing overhead doors! Its a little unnerving when they all have a mind of their own at the same time! And everyone in town just seemed extra friendly after work. The complete malfunction of a large, very expensive, "critical," screw compressor at work, I called in a couple exceptionally qualified individuals to help me. In the end neither one of us would have probably figured it out on our own! At least not in a timely manner (barring God stepping in. And He does, many times). All three of us working intently together, bouncing ideas off each other to finally come up with the solution. We each deferred to the other in certain areas and it worked very well. Lots was learnt and the rewards ...fulfilling! Jer 32:27 "I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for me?" Matt 19:21 "If you want to be perfect, ...and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me." Everything is possible as we surrender to our Loving, Awesome God.
19)"Heirs Together" As men, we can actually be a pretty insecure bunch. A lot of Horible things have been done throughout history to feel or feed our "manhood". One of those being the "suppression of women". It's another undercurrent way the devil has been trying to destroy "Heirs together" of the Kingdom". He's been working overtime through Hollywood movies, TV sitcoms, the women's liberation movement, and the "Woke" culture to "wussify" men and destroy us at our core to where we become indecisive, weak, cowards, not standing for anything. Boys need to be taught to be real "Men", to make decisions, to stand by those decisions. And when wrong to admit it ...to ask forgiveness and to change. We need to seek our God and to stand for what is right! He is our Maker, our Strength, our Courage, our Guide. We are His "highly favored" Heirs together of the Kingdom". 1Peter 3:7 "with respect as the weaker vessel and heirs together...so that your prayers be not hindered."
20)"War not in the flesh" 2 Cor 10:3 We war not in the flesh. Our battle is the spiritual war in our minds. 2 Cor 10:4 We have divine power for the pulling down of strongholds. We are on the right course. We stumbling at times, but we are getting back up. 2 Cor 10:5- "We demolish everything that sets itself up against God, taking captive every thought" We stub our toes, it's very painful, we fall down, it's painful. We may even look around to see if anyone noticed ... it would only add to the pain. It never looks good, outwardly. It can be anguishingly, excruciatingly, embarrassing, if anyone notices. I'm there more often than I'd like to admit. We hope no one does. And in most cases they don't. 1 Peter 5:8+9 God picks us up, dusts us off, sometimes gives us a big hug, then He pushes us back out there and tells us that we're not done yet. Eph 6:10- "... be strong in His mighty power. ... the full armor ..."
21)"Absolute Statements!" It's pretty hard to make definitive, absolute statements on anything. We try. It seems to be the way to simplify and give guidance. But just when you come up with an absolute standard or statement, another consideration comes into the mix. When married, I was accused of changing my stance on issues, and for the life of me, didn't understand. The complexities of life just preclude this. God is our absolute standard. The entire law, to Love God with our Everything (all our heart, all our soul, all our mind, and all our strength) and our neighbor as ourselves. That's a rock solid Absolute! Mark 12:30-31
22)"My Heart wants to dance" As it turns out ... When it comes to massages, you can have too much of a good thing. I went on a cruise from San Diego, California. The Fog horn Blasted ...straight into My room. I was on the fifth floor right across from the cruise ship dock. The glass front doors were slid open to the balcony. The air was so tropically beautiful and perfectly warm, I left them open so I could soak it up all night. It was the break of day, the Fog Horn Blasted! I blew up out of bed. Instantly realizing, I needed cover. My ship had come in and it felt like it's bow was pointed straight into my room. It was So close and I was So naked, I grabbed the blanket and dove behind the bed! I felt like I was completely exposed and like, well, that happened! A beautiful place, a tropical lounge out front, a cocktail in the beautiful night air. Yes, I do have an occasional drink, there have been alcoholics in the family, I'm not one. I don't have to have it, but it's like a cheese cake, a little on occasion can be beautiful, enjoyable, enhance an experience. God does want us to enjoy life too. I have never been drunk, never want to be, and never any drugs. Just watch the coconut drinks at Xcaret, they're made for two, and they do make you wait for your meal ...that was too close, fortunately, I assimilate quickly. No one makes Mint Mojitos like Miami, it's my favorite. My Grandfather made Everything. My father made good strawberry, concord grape, dandelion, and chokecherry wines. You can almost, always, improve on what they sell in the stores and so I have. And I have no interest in drinking alone, and actually have no need to drink, so usually I don't. It's "Amazing" how the World has managed to So pollute everything that was meant to be good and beautiful. Anyway, I had to get across to boarding. Well, things had gotten busy, traffic jams and crowds of people. I stepped off the sidewalk with my suitcase. Suddenly, a rickshaw pulled up, half-price, he'll get me there! I thought, well, it's just across the street. But, I was the only one there, I said yes, I figured, I'll help him with a little income. We loaded up, and he pedaled all he could, weaving through and cutting in and around all the traffic and crowds. ...5 minutes, I gave him full pay and a really good tip, thanked him profusely. Another 5 minutes and I was boarded. I could tell you countless stories, I have been Truly Blessed! This kind of favor just seems to follow me everywhere! We were about set to sail, it's a really festive atmosphere. They were highlighting the Spa before sail. I was the last one there, thousands were checking it out. They had run out of ballet tickets for the free spa experience, so the girls grabbed a scrap of paper, put my name on it. I walked into the room, they were already calling out my name. I had won! A lot of very jealous women around who continually reminded me throughout the cruise. Everything, the full massage, the stones between your toes, seaweed wrap, hot stones laid up and down your back. She said I was too tense. So I bought another treatment a couple days later. You know they actually walk on you! She was petite, and asked if it felt good. I told her, she could really dig in there. She said my shoulder muscles were a little notted and tight. So, with her heels she really dug in! The cruise was over. I needed a car for a few days and to get back to Los Angeles. They were turning people away, they were out of cars. I stepped forward, she said, do we "Ever" have a car for you! A fully loaded, beautiful convertible that needed to get back to Los Angeles, and I was to have it for a few days. As I drove away, top down, in the perfect, beautiful California weather, I realized I couldn't shoulder-check! My neck felt broken. I did drive around, but this lasted days, I couldn't get out of bed, I was in so much pain. God did protect me. You have to watch those massages! Been to many places, always looking for ...my better-half! It's been fun, but always, incredibly empty without someone special to share it with! Been to Miami many times, the best is in the fall, juring the Latin music festival, good food, lots of song, and lots of dancing! Yes, my Heart wants to dance.
23)"Purpose" We all come into our calling with a different background, different experiences, abilities, talents, gifts, and purposes. We have received the Holy Spirit within us. We are learning and growing in our walk as we more fully submit and seek knowledge, understanding, and wisdom. Being led by the Spirit our sound-minded thinking, judgment, and discernment in our relationships and all our interactions mature. We become solid in our expression of love to our God and truly loving our "neighbor" as ourselves as the second Covenant dictates. The second Covenant only enhances and clarifies. It allows God's love in our minds and hearts to mature far beyond what the first Covenant only eluded to. We now must use our minds, and search our hearts, to determine where of we speak and act. And what truly is in our heart and core. Together with the Spirit living within, we temper and form our actions and reactions and lay the foundation where of they come. God gives us purposes that also change with His reasons, seasons, and purposes, ... His work for us each. The more we mature in the Spirit, the more soundly and confidently we live our lives for Him. This all means so much more as we progress in our walk or run. While wisdom will come with time, God Blesses and works with us each as we have an ear and heart to hear and do. All Christianity has error because we get in our own way. My aim is to challenge, gently and lovingly, of course, bring clarity and change so that stumbling blocks to salvation and growth can be removed. Working towards unity and harmony in the Body of Christ, to deepen understanding and depth, strengthening the Saints in preparation for the "marriage of the Lamb," Rev 19:7. We are all truly in this together, to fight the "good fight" and be the Mighty of God, in whom He is well pleased! Only with the Greatest Love, Henry. Ps. We need to push through and past our own convictions to what the "Spirit" truly convicts us of. Not what we through our own feelings and desires want.
24)"Exceptional" Just relaxing and thinking deeply. I've always asked God to make me more. I know that of myself I truly am nothing. I surrender to Him, and ask that He make me the person He wants me to be, but I don't want to settle for the minimums. I ask, make me who you want me to be and more, who you need me to be and more, to do all that you want me to do and more. That I can do all that and more. Yes, I want to excel and be exceptional for Him and all whom He Blesses me with, to love, to give, to support, to hold up, to enrich, to enlighten, to inspire, to edify, and yes to humble myself to, too, to come before Him, to understand, to grow together, to join together with in humility, in grace, in love, in Heart, in Spirit, in desire, in passion, in motivation, in strength and in weakness before our Great and Awesome God, again that we may do all things together, in, through, and for Him, and to love Him. To grow in that heart of God! He richly, Blesses, with all the wisdom and discernment to do so. I want be all He created and planned me to be and then a little or actually a lot more according to His will, and yes, all in a state of peace and rest that He gives. In my mind, the minimums just aren't good enough. I know that if we ask in faith we will receive and He will richly reward those who diligently seek Him. He is giving and will give us, our hearts desire and all we ask! As the Spirit leads! And intercedes on our behalf with groaning unimaginable(Romans 8:26). I know, yes, we need to be content, and follow His lead in everything. But we can ask for the exceptional! May blessing upon blessing flow and pour your way, full and overflowing! With God's Great and Awesome Love, Henry.
25) "You on my mind" I awoke early, with you on my mind. Every "Good" leader knows he "cannot" do it all himself. He brings together, he delegates, he defers to others, he respects, appreciates, values, and trusts. He's about team. Anyways, I have accomplished much, but it's always at a price of time, and there's only so much, and never enough. Wisdom usually goes, hand-in-hand, with experience, as well as, knowledge and understanding. God usually gives us or allows us experiences (sometimes He just teaches, inspires, and sometimes, it's through anothers experiences), but then He uses it all to mature, develop, and teach us more. Pondering ...how many hard lessons and how deep the hurt has a wise person incurred or had done to them? ...The experiences give us depth, purpose, passion. "truly" Always be yourself. Not being true to who "you" are destroys a person. I've seen, probably the most extreme example you could ever find, it completely tore her apart inside. She successfully hid herself until she no longer could. She portrayed a persona that didn't exist. The six months of self-hate and psychological torment that resulted all but destroyed her. Never feel like you need to be someone else. God meets us where we are. Just, Always be yourself, you'll be surprised how much You "are" liked! It's likely the rest of us that need to learn to understand. There are no wrong questions. Fear ...just throw it out the window! Again, God meets us each, where we are each at, and He just "Loves us". What we believe at one point in life quite often changes or has less importance at another, with wisdom and understanding. Just be yourself, You don't need to be concerned, ever, about living up to someone else's expectations, standards, etc. Love the "real" You! God leads, loves, and develops you! "You are" just a Big Awesome Blessing! Psalm 23 He is our shepherd. 1John 4:16 "as so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them"
26) "The Sabbath," do we still keep it? I've been wrestling with this for awhile. I have prayed about it but, I've been stalling, delaying, procrastinating, somethings just come with a little apprehension. 30 minutes later, this is what I have. I'll have a bite, have a second look, clean it up a bit. And hopefully, it's "only" a Blessing to you! The new Covenant didn't do away with the ten commandments. It expanded them and gave more depth and clarity. Loving in Spirit, it took away the legalistic, example, animal sacrifice, etc. to be more comprehensive and definitive, living in the Spirit. Not all things are as apparently absolute, compared to the legalistic first Covenant. As with, just for example, gay, we don't stone them, we love them, but we don't condone the lifestyle or mindset. Now we have to use our minds, be led by the Spirit and think things through, it's not spelled out for us.They are still potential children of God, if He calls, as repentance and Christ's sacrifice allows for. The lifestyle is of course contrary to God's order of life. The Festivals of the Bible, which I had observed growing up, gave great blessings. In school, I received a lot of push-back, condemnation and judgement. I even had an instructor try to control my mind with witchcraft to supposedly correct my direction in life. Of course, the Spirit revealed how to fight it and the instructor left furious and defeated! In college, I was called into Administration, told I was doomed to failure, due to time I would miss, observing the Festivals. With a quick glance at the textbook materials, I Aced the exams and the instructors evaluations and ended up with honors. There still is blessing in keeping the Festivals of the Bible, although no longer required. They reveal and decode God's Great Plan for us all and give clarity to Prophecy. This was their "Whole" purpose. The true Sabbath is a memorial for all time, a rest for which we are enormously blessed for keeping! It gives great health and well-being, even if kept under adversity. It physically and spiritually refreshes and restores us and is good to observe. Having said that though, I am controversial to most of Christianity, but now I will possibly become even more controversial. The lamb offerings were the fore-shadow of Christ's sacrifice and so done away with upon the second Covenant, Jesus's sacrifice being so superior having taken place. The lamb sacrifices were only to show what was coming and had to be continually done because they were so inferior and could not truly take the place of Christ's sacrifice. Please only have good feelings about this ... I can ask? ... The Sabbath, on the seventh day, foretold of God's plan of salvation for humanity. That can be decoded perhaps in a couple ways including in Prophecy. But my focus is our daily life. Those of us whom are called, saved, received the Holy Spirit within have entered a Sabbath rest with God, we have been freed from the carnal and futile. Mankind for the most part, has been exiled and toiling hard for 6000 years (6 days), Prophecy opens up in all sorts of ways with the seventh day. But having received God's Spirit we are also, now, in a rest with God. "I will give you rest. You will find rest. My yoke is easy and my burden is light" Matt 11:28-30 And we are more fully in this "Sabbath" rest with God as we more fully submit in every area to Him and devote our lives more fully to Him in Spirit and Truth, all that that encompasses, including His love. The second Covenant (Matt. 22:36-40) to Love God first with our whole mind and heart and to Love our fellow man as ourselves. In so doing we are actually fulfilling His admonition to worship in Spirit and Truth. And He Blesses us for it. While it is still a very real blessing to rest and not work on the Sabbath, it is also So freeing to know that I'm not sinning if I accidentally or for some reason do, because under the second Covenant, Spiritually, I'm in that rest with God daily. The challenge is to make every day count, Spiritually. He does also admonition us to not forsake the assembling of ourselves together. Which wasn't actually, done on the Sabbath, either. I think this here counts, somewhat, because all this communication is also "Iron sharpens Iron" (Prov 27:17) I don't recall ever having as deep spiritual conversations at "church." I'd love it if you have a mind to consider. Only in Love! Henry. Be Only Blessed! Thank you for your ear to hear! When I had my eyes opened to this, it took awhile for me to fully except it. I wanted to and I didn't at the same time, but eventually, I couldn't refute it. However it strikes you, is OK. If God has this for you, in time you will see it. That's of course, if you don't already. We no doubt, have conflicting differences in belief, but everyone does if they look deep enough. We may not always agree on everything.
27) "No excuse" It's no excuse, but men are natural fighters, and defenders. We too easily feel we are being attacked. That's something I've been working hard to seriously, "root out" of me, the "replying in kind" or "apparent" kind. My aim is to understand and consider what is being said or proposed and from where it comes. We set up all these hard line foundations that we then make decisions and base our lives around. When we feel they are being jeopardized we tend to go on the defensive or offensive, if we're not careful. Communication leaves so much to be desired, especially if you're not face to face, but it's more than that, there is so much that is not said on both sides, so there is so much information not received and we read between the lines. For men this is a challenge. In relationships, it is generally known, that women expect men to just know what they are thinking. Now, with time we can somehow manage to figure this out or successful guess right, but we do not read minds, we sure would "really" like to and try "really" hard to do so! With men it's simpler we just throw down the gloves and fight it out, but the appearent winner may not actually be the right one. We may acquiesce and go through the motions as though he were. But, "One convinced against their own will is of the same opinion still." I think most of us don't actually work well under anyone. But we attempt to at least give the appearance, I'm generally not one(being honest). In my heart and being, I'm a leader through and through, but I want to learn from others. God has taught me how to truly humble myself. I know there is a lot I can learn, even if it doesn't always seem like it, my heart is true. I've had to fight for every thing. In my work, in every job, I've always been the leader, but I've never done it by domineering, I'm the firm, but gentle, there are times when one does have to be forceful (but so rarely, they just know), always being encouraging, engaging, and unassuming, yet, firm, solid, never really having to prove it, but my coworkers have no doubt in me, they know I actually do care. My older brother by 1 year is the domineering type, him I do have to fight. My younger brother after many years estranged, is my best friend. My baby sisters, both precious, but the older will preach you into the ground if you give her opportunity(thats the stubborn Dutch in her), the younger, a precious, fly-off-the-handle "little" red head, from the day she was born, anything could make her red mad instantly. She was a big challenge, but I've "always" managed to calm her. Having been married (unequally yoked), I had to fight myself more than her, it "was" really good for me. Being strong, genuine and caring is always my aim. Passion and care in another can easily be misread, but it means you stand for something. I am a work in progress. Always appreciating those who have had the patience to let me grow. With much love, Henry Thank you!
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Romans 8:27-28 "and he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will. And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose."
Psalm 27:13 "I would have lost hope unless I believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living."
Psalm 119:49 "Remember your word to your servant, for you have given me hope."
Ephesians 6:10-11 "...be strong in the Lord and in the Power of His Might. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes."
Isaiah 40:31 "but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
Hebrews 13:5 "...Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."
God is working a miracles in us each. It's hard to make ourselves vulnerable, love somewhat requires it, and it does leave us open to hurt. We are human, so there will always be potential for hurt, we can hope, only very small ones. It helps to be solidly rooted in God. Our heart has to be His heart through and through. We have to be living for Him first by living that Love, His love in our heart. That can help avoid, at least causing hurt, and gives us confidence and strength. Communication must be alive in all its forms. This is likely where most hurt will stem from, but this is where we can "never" rest and stop working. Couples, after marriage, tend to throw it under the bus, even if they don't realize it. It's most likely that they aren't doing it knowingly. But don't realize communication is a continual work in progress. Rather, it's a lifelong blessing to be able to continually be developing it and a gift that keeps giving if they have the heart and mind to be always working on it. It's the same as trying to stand still in our walk with God. There is no such thing. Either we are moving forward in someway or we are moving backwards. We are called to love, there is actually, always, no going back without a lot of hurt because of what love is. It becomes the core of the hurt we experience when things go wrong. That's why we must guard it so vehemently! We cannot experience and give love without being vulnerable. It's never to be taken for granted. Which is why the world messes up so badly. It is love. Love for it to exist demands vulnerability. If only one was born with this knowledge. Just thinking back I should have waited on the Lord. Honestly, knowing myself, there's no way I could have or would have, so He made it a "massive" learning opportunity. I wouldn't know "deep to my very core" what I know without that experience. He has made the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom truly a part of me. The Spirit melds with us and truly makes us a "New" person which then does cure and refine us from the inside, little by little, as we continually add to it and nurture it with meditation and the Spirit's tweaking and guidance.
Isaiah 26:3 "You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you."
Love, Deep in your soul and heart, will crowd out all hurt. Hurt cannot be gotten rid of. It can only be replaced, there cannot be a void, but perfect love crowds out and replaces the hurt, that eventually, ... it will be of no effect and inconsequential. Receive that love and be solid and whole.
With God's Great Love, Henry. Be Only Blessed!
